Lyrics

"Daylight"

1st Verse:
I fall apart, but still manage to keep on standin’,
Just wanna vanish, panic, I’m frantic, can’t stand it, like dammit,
I need a break, I’m lost in a maze of fakes, just trynna find my way,
Go day to day like I’m okay, facade all on my face,
Don’t let’em see you break, they only gon’ get on your case,
Keep up this pace, you’ll be erased, so which path you gon’ take,
Face them demons, you know they schemin’, you dreamin’,
But long as you keep on breathin’, I promise Lay you can beat’em,
But life’s a bitch, and I got scars,
And still I play my cards, live for the applause, but I’m so terrified I might fall,
Can’t take this pressure, it’s bustin’ pipes,
and there’s no end in sight,
Been Drowin’ in anxiety, I’m loosin’ my will to fight...

Chorus:
I’m so far gone, I can’t see the day light,
They say I done lost my mind, and I think they right,
Honestly I’m so fed up, I should just prolly take five,
So deep in depression, some days I just hate life...

2nd Verse:
Rip me to pieces, Jesus give me a reason,
Can’t even sleep without thinkin’ bout leavin’, hope you don’t see this,
Monster I’m turnin’ into, I’ve lost it, I’m goin’ mental, I need a moment to breathe, i’m so alone and no one sees,
I keep up appearances causes don’t wanna be a burden,
Deep down I’m hurtin’ and wonderin’ what my worth is,
I’m sick of bein’ a mess, and I’m so over all this stress,
Just wanna be myself again,
Feels like the cycle never ends,
Back n forth, stay or go, God I just don’t know,
i don’t feel whole, my heart’s got holes, but I don’t wanna cope,
Wallow in my misery, just played the hand you’ve given me,
Will there be a win for me, before I become history

3rd Verse:
So what to do with this rage, anger, and pain, I just can’t escape,
I feel locked in a cage, trapped in my ways, wish I could go to back to the days, back to the old Lay,
But he’s gone, I’m all that’s left, and I can’t find no rest,
This wicked soul is cold, don’t get too close, you’ll catch your death,
All I wish to be is free, I just want my release,
I’m trynna make my peace cause all this darkness isn’t me,
Get grip, I’m slippin’, it’s time get back my focus,
And get back to what I love so I can put these fools on notice,
No more wasted days, it’s time I turned my back on doubts,
Take control and be the man I’m supposed to be, can’t loose my clout,
Yes I been down but never count me out,
Til’ I cease breathin’, I’m never leavin’, I’ll always find a way out